ed sheeran \\ kiss me
 
Today I turned 16. It's weird because I don't feel like I am 16, but I also don't feel 15. I feel older and more mature. It's good. I had a very good birthday. Some moments kind of sucked, but over all it was a good one. I got out of school at 1, went to Starbucks with Cody, Miranda, and Jacob. Had a good time then went and basically fucked shit up at Kroger, and then to Gamestop. Then I went back to Miranda's then back to my house so I could say thank you to all the people who said happy birthday. Then I went to Taco Bell and came back home. Went to get stuff for my party tomorrow and stuff and now I am just hanging out alone. I am happy for like first time being alone. It is good.
Goodbye. c:
 
I love you.♡
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011713; 9:10pmc;

seahaven - head in the sand
 
choose this song because it's my best friends favorite and she told me to look it up. it's pretty good.
today has been filled with lots of emotions, crying, pizza hut, and movies in a little bit. tomorrow i might go to the movies with jocelyne and miranda and that's good because i need to get away from all of this. we are going to watch Les Miserables, since it has been recommended a few times.
off to watch eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. goodbye.
 
i love you♡
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011113; 10;01pm c;

imagine // jack johnson
 
hello.
haven't talked to any of you in awhile. haven't come back because it hurts to relive all these memories i have of you. it's hurts to even think about you. i still love you, but i am really trying to get over you. i am. i'm with someone who loves and cares for me and wants the best for me. it's not fair to him to still be thinking about you. especially in that way. i ended it and i should be over you, but i am not. it's not easy.
all i can do is hope i will be able to eventually.
 
i love you, cody. <3
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010613; 7:30pm c;

miles away // memphis may fire ft. kellin quinn
 
I can't believe how fast this year has been going. It's already Thanksgiving week and then Christmas.
It's crazy.
I don't really having anything new to say except for the fact that I've been with Cody for a year now and I'm happy for the most part. It's whatever.
Happy early Thanksgiving guys.
Early shopping with my momma tomorrow, and then off to do some errands.
Bye.
I love you. ♥
//111812; 11:13PM c;

degausser - brand new
 
hai. i haven't updated this in awhile so here we go.
next month will be year with cody.
\i finally got my laptop back
my best friends birthday is tomorrow and i can't go to her party
a lot of things have happened i don't even know where to start.
umumum, i don't know. a lot of things have changed and i guess it's all for the better.
i miss this sometimes and then i think no. don't get obsessed with polyvore again.
sigh.
i'm going to go call cody bai.
i love you♥
102612; 10:57pm c:

ptv - a match into water
 
update time~~~~
- 4 days ago it was my 10 month anniversary
- erm, i'm trying to get my sim to cheat on his girlfriend and he won't cause he's a buttface
- i made quesdillas for lunch
- i don't know what else to say so bai
i love you♥
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091512; 2:27pm c;

ptv ft kellin quinn // king for a day
 
hi, i haven't updated in forever.
umumumu yeah.
i had pizza today and it was A+
i also went to work and now i'm just hanging out with miranda. c:
today was A+ and it was my 9th month anniversary wooo c:
kbai
meow
 
ily♥
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080912; 11:57pm c;

I realize that this is kind of late, because my 8 month anniversary was two days ago but whatever.
I just wanted to let you all know that I'm great for once. I'm not sad anymore. I mean I do have my moments when everyone sucks, and I feel alone, but most of the time I'm happy. Except for lately.
I've lost a lot of weight and I can't gain it back. Insomnia is back, so it's hard to fall asleep. As of today I have not had sleep in 3 days. So, that's my summer for you. I am also grounded until I gain all the weight back and if I'm not improving by the 20th my internet and phone bill will not be paid. Which is really stupid, but I have to deal with it.
Cody and I are great. We were fighting a lot recently, but we've fixed everything and are back on track. And he has officially been my longest and realest relationship, which makes me happy. I don't even talk to anyone anymore and honestly I'm very glad. I did not waste 3 full years of my life on this site and that makes me feel great. Well, I am off to take a nap. So, I'll update whenever I remember or get the chance.
I love you. <3
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071112; 11:38am c:

"But, now I don't care, I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy"
bright eyes // first day of my life
 
Last night I went out and had fun with my friends for Maries' birthday. I came back home with Miranda, Maries, and Mary to find out that we might be moving.
I don't want to.
I want to stay here.
I'll miss everyone so much and it's going to suck if I do move since it's to Mexico and I haven't been there in 10 years. I doubt anyone remembers me.
 
I love you.
OH. A week and 6 days of school left! c:
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052012; 5:26pm c;